Stop Talkin All That Blah Blah Blah!

I'm suppose to be doing this Beach Challenge where I lose 10 lbs in 30 days and win a tacky beach souvenir but I haven't been doing so well on it, I'm almost back where I started.

I'm thinking about just giving up on losing weight, period. I mean my boyfriend likes me the way I am and diets or "lifestyle changes" and "healthy eating" are just boring to me. I only eat certain things and in order to lose weight I'd have to eat them everyday, who wants to eat the same thing ever dang day? Not me! I'm just very on the fence here and stressed and depressed and really don't know what to do....

I mean I LOVE to eat, which is how I got this big along with the help of the birth control shot, DEPO, and I don't know if I want to live like a rabbit just to be healthy. I'd lose what lil bit of booty I have if I lose the weight I want to lose so that is definitely a negative to this situation.

Confused very confused!

Not feelin this diet crap at all! I mean really, who came up with a diet anyways? Probably some doctor who put standards on what is and is not obese. How do they know what is really healthy? I don't have any medical problems and I'm just fine eating what I eat and maintaining my perfectly unhealthy weight.

I might not like shopping because clothes don't fit the way I want or they aren't the size I may want or as cute as I want but none of that matters to me at this moment. I'm happy with my boyfriend and focused on working, finally!

Well, I guess that's all for now. Toodles!

Kandice

Love this song!

I love this song, makes me not feel so bad about bein a big girl! I'm still really sick and since I pulled my back I haven't been able to exercise so I hope I have a decent loss next week.

So far today I've had:

Meal 1- Protein Shake( 1 scoop protein mix, 2 Tbs Peanut Butter, and 2 cups Vanilla Almond Milk) I love these shakes and they make you really full and keep you full.

Meal 2- Salad w/ lettuce, chicken strips, cheese, and ranch dressing.

Meal 3 will be some homemade BBQ Pork Tenderloin on a bun with a few chips.

My throat is pretty scratchy still so I'm not eating a lot bc it hurts my throat. Hopefully I'll feel better this week and can get in some exercise. I'm hoping to go to Macon Wednesday and if I do I won't be eating very good, its my boyfriends birthday.

I have to get my school work done before tonight so I'm going to get on it! I'll check in with everybody later this week!

Kandice

Snot for thought

Since I'm sick I figured I'd look up and see how many calories snot has in it; that seems to be most of what I'm ingesting more so than food. Well, nobody has an answer not even Web MD. I googled it and the question has been asked but nobody has a real answer. I need to know this so I can count every calorie whether it comes from my body or not. I did read though that little kids tend to pick and eat their boogers because your snot and boogers have something in it that is the same consistency as sugar in candies. Weird that our boogers have natural sugars in them but I can't find anything on calories. Yes, I'm aware that I come up with some odd posts but being sick makes you think about all the nasty in your body and stuff like that.

Oh and I weighed this morning and I'm down 3.5 lbs. Yay me!

Kandice

Pre- Weigh In

I had to take a peek at how much I was down so far this morning, couldn't wait til Friday, and its very good so far!!!

I can't wait to report on Friday!!

Absolute YUM!

Ok so I'm all about NOT depriving myself if I'm really craving something. I did just that, I ate a whole pint of Moose Tracks Ice cream. It was 760 cals, which is insane but I'm not going to fret over it. I'll just do better tomorrow. Nuff said. I will be down on the scale this week even if its only 1 pound. K. Just needed to post that splurge, so there it is. Tomorrow's a new day and we have to take things one day at a time. The End!

Kandice