I'm thinking about just giving up on losing weight, period. I mean my boyfriend likes me the way I am and diets or "lifestyle changes" and "healthy eating" are just boring to me. I only eat certain things and in order to lose weight I'd have to eat them everyday, who wants to eat the same thing ever dang day? Not me! I'm just very on the fence here and stressed and depressed and really don't know what to do....
I mean I LOVE to eat, which is how I got this big along with the help of the birth control shot, DEPO, and I don't know if I want to live like a rabbit just to be healthy. I'd lose what lil bit of booty I have if I lose the weight I want to lose so that is definitely a negative to this situation.
Confused very confused!
Not feelin this diet crap at all! I mean really, who came up with a diet anyways? Probably some doctor who put standards on what is and is not obese. How do they know what is really healthy? I don't have any medical problems and I'm just fine eating what I eat and maintaining my perfectly unhealthy weight.
I might not like shopping because clothes don't fit the way I want or they aren't the size I may want or as cute as I want but none of that matters to me at this moment. I'm happy with my boyfriend and focused on working, finally!
Well, I guess that's all for now. Toodles!